Hi Suzie,
Good work.
"I WANT YOU. I want you. Because youre scared and your fear pleases me. I am attracted to your fear. "
This may be the key. The snake is requiring you to face and put an end to a situation that is keeping you in a state of fear.
Fear is an adrenalin state. There are many examples of addiction to fear: for example, extreme sports (for the adrenalin high), the Drama Queen situation (thriving on the fears and maybes of life for their highs - for the thrill of the unknowns).
Highs are about avoiding lows.
Hmmm - you were high on the pole and the snake was low on the ground - and, as the snake said in your dialogue, "Oh you'll get tired and fall down soon." So, the (healing) snake requires you to leave the highs and face the lows.
What fears are you feeling most in life now? What dramas? In what ways might these be keeping you wired and/or in escape mode?
Do you use fear or adrenalin to inject an alive feeling into your life?
In your second (baby) dream you mention feeling depressed by the dream. From high to low. Time to identify what is suffocating you (you as the baby being deprived of air), as this is the depressing thing.
What do you do/feel/think/act in waking life to avoid a situation in which you are being suffocated (emotionally, spiritually) - to stay "high" - to keep up a sense of drama and fear?
In your dialogue the snake talks about killing you. This is killing the you that is in a state of fear, so that a fearless you can be reborn.
You take the first step towards that fearlessness in your dialogue by coming down the pole to kill the snake.
You ask if slicing and dicing the snake is not enough. I suggest focussing on TRANSFORMATION rather than the process of killing and death.
The opposite of fear (which is attracting the snake) is love (fearlessness?).
How about visualising embracing that snake with a love that overwhelms it. In feeling your love, the snake's drive to kill you because it is attracted to your fear, will be neutralised.
Now - to the logical mind this will sound very contradictory. Kill the snake on the one hand, don't kill the snake on the other.
Sit with all of this, Suzie, and see what comes up.
This is just a beginning to working with this dream.
Jane Teresa
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