I am sitting on the top of a bus, or maybe a truck, high above the road going down a country lane.
If I were in a car I would be looking at the beautiful trees lining the streets, which you can't see through, as they are so dense. However, as I am a lot higher I can see over the trees into the paddocks behind them.
There are lots of chain-wire pigpens running parallel to the road and as I look into them there are naked women in the pens with pigs.
At first, as I watch, these women are playing with the pigs and laughing and getting excited and having a really good time.
As the bus or truck keeps driving down the lane I look with horror as I look into each cage.
In one cage there is a woman lying on some hay with one breast missing, covered in blood and screaming this high pitch scream that rattles through me. I feel violently ill though I can't not look at the same time.
The pigs' snout is covered in blood and it is mauling the woman further. I turn to someone else and ask, "did you see that poor woman!" and the faceless person is giggling and I can hear more giggles in the background.
The next pen that we pass is very similar, with a woman lying on the hay, however her kneecap has been ripped off and there is a lot of blood all over her. She is shaking violently and not making any noises and I assume that she is dying.
The next few cages that we pass have a pig and woman in each, however the women are all dead and both the women and the pigs are covered in blood. The pigs look sinister and are grunting happily while they eat the women.
Note:
I have been having this same nightmare several nights in a row. I usually don't have nightmares, so whenever I get these I usually wake up in a cold sweat unable to go back to sleep. I'll be dreaming as normal and then somehow this same nightmare will just start up.
Now I cannot tolerate the smell of meat cooking, nor can I eat it, after having these nightmares.
The dream is a complete shock to me and it is quite sickening to even think that I am capable of having such thoughts.
Dream edited for easier reading - JT, 2005
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