I was a young kid playing in the sun with a few other kids and there appeared a clown who was very friendly, who kept cuddling us and playing games. Everything could not of been more majestic and wonderful.
Then all of a sudden it started to rain and we had to run up the long driveway all the way up to the house.
It seemed a longer distance than it had ever seemed before, from the fence to the house. As I tried running to the house I found it almost impossible to run, really weak at the knees, then I slipped over in the mud and for ages could not with all my strength get up only to hear laughter.
It was my brother and his friend laughing with extreme cruelty.
Anyway I finally make it to the house and walk in to find all of my aunties and uncles, grandparents and parents sitting at our huge dinning table all crying and really upset.
I try to get my mother’s attention, calling to her and standing right in front of her, but she ignores me. I then try to get one of my auntie’s attention. She could also not see me. All a sudden came to my attention that I was non-existent.
They could not see me yet I was right next to them.
I became quite weary and tired and decided to go to my room and lie down. By this time I am a teenager (my present form today).
All of a sudden I started thinking there was a mirror on the wall behind me and I kept wanting to wake up and turn around and look in the mirror because I had a fear that when I looked in the mirror I was going to see no reflection of myself, I was going to see everything in my room around me in the mirror but I had no mirror image or reflection.
This thought all of a sudden turned into a swirl of colours with a baby's face suddenly appearing through the very lucid colours.
Note:
My whole dream was very colour orientated.
Dream edited for easier reading - JT, 2005
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