Hi Audrey.
You are absolutely having some pretty scary and intense dreams. Both this one and the 'Escaping' one have incredibly powerful overlaps.
This is what I noticed when reading each of your dreams: blades (either rollerblades or knife blades) as a means to free yourself; the 'fork' roads or 'split off on separate trails' reference; handgun or 'hand as gun'; and flying occurred both times as well. You have a lot of symbolism wanting to be acknowledged -- the above plus the little heart candies, limbs, dismemberment, jars, etc. Because there are so many, perhaps the best thing to do might be to try to look at one at a time.
I think that slashing off the faces to discover your father's face was probably the most obvious imagery. Why not start there? Because the dream is yours, it is most likely that your father in your dream is actually your idea/feeling of your father incorporated into your personality. Think about what you might be 'facing' right now in your life that is causing you to draw up your father's image.
The dismembering, slashing, stabbing are all ways of separating. So back to the 'fork' and 'separate trails'. Having to make a decision perhaps? Are you in the process of making some life decisions that may separate you from people you care about or ideals that you have always had?
Do you use your hands as a way to make a living? Or do you have a particular talent that requires your hands? I'm probably way off here, but I'm thinking about your weapons, your form of defense...
And of flying: I think Jane commented on someone's earlier dream about flying being, in some cases, a special power. But I think she also said it could be about not having one's 'feet on the ground' -- maybe then, idealizing? Or thoughts not based on reality or down to earth? This goes quite deep with you thinking you were safe, then your chaser flying after you. But let's see what you think first. This might not even be close. You will know your own feelings and symbols most of all.
Do keep us informed on how you are doing with it.
Angela. |