Hi Lizzy
I feel the key to your dreams are in the last line of your posting:
You say 'I wanted to be in the spotlight, but no one cared.'
There is a part of you that wants the limelight, to be on stage, to be in the spotlight, to be known. For what? What is the waking life you can do, has a talent for, is very good at that? What is that, if you really worked at it, could make you famous?
But instead of using that natural talent, you are burying that part of you under the ground. (Hence a famous person is being dropped done a hole by evil people - evil people being the part of you that stops you using your talents and stops you becoming famous for using your talent.)
In your dream no-one recognises your achievement (that is, saving the person). The police (authority, the people who control, the people who make us obey the rules) who you call on to help don't recognise your contribution either. The papers get the story wrong and don't give you credit where it's due.
OK. So in your waking life why do you feel you need other people to recognise you in order to be famous - i.e. use your talent? Why can't you recgonise your own talent and do it your own?
My feeling is that somewhere in the past, probably when you were a child, you have had your natural tendency to show your talent and 'be on the stage' pushed down and repressed. And somehow, you now feel that the only way for it to rise to the surface is for someone else to recognise it. You feel you need the permission of other people to be talented and well known.
This may be off beam but I hope it gives you something to think about.
Regards
Judy |